I really don't understand myself.

I try to but I cant. It's funny because I am so introspective.

I'm always thinking, ruminating, analyzing. I drive myself crazy.

I do know that I am a neurotic mess. I have the almost irrational fears.

I am scared that someones going to push me down the tracks while the train is coming.

This fear is not so irrational, I hear psychos do push people off the train platforms.

I am always scared I have cancer or AIDS. Not that I engage in risky behavior o!.

Whenever I try to read suspense novels, you know those ones with a psychopath

killing everyone. I am scared that something like that could happen to me.

I prefer to watch a movie than to read a book. Seriously, its just two hours. haha

BUT I am not only a neurotic mess. I am easy going, fun loving person almost child-like.

However, I am quiet sometimes and somewhat shy.

I am not someone to start a conversation with you because I just don't like talking that much or

I might start gibbering. I'll rather observe and watch people.

This trait has enabled me to become a seasoned gossip. I love gossip, jist whatever you call it.

I don't spread it but I love to hear it. Being an observer,

I know a lot of shit that goes on. No secret is safe when I am around. hahahaha!

ok! except a few. I don't have a lot of favorites because I am always in a gray area.

I am neither there nor here. I always try to stay in the middle. Yes I am quite a freak.

I love to laugh. I have a sister that always makes me laugh. I am with her almost every day,

except in school!. The wildest most dangerous thing i have done in my life is too too....r u ready.. ok! i

don't know yet. Yes i consider living on the edge when i get embarrassed.

I am not really crazy about my parents... Maybe a little too imperfect for my liking.

I think i could easily be clinically depressed if i didnt believe in God. I am impatient, I hate waiting.

I am quite understanding maybe a little too understanding. I love chocolates.

I hate being stressed out . I daydream to escape the boredom of my life.

I love my life, though. Some times i am so happy, sometimes i am so sad.

I am self contained. i rarely say what i am feeling though i might have opinions in my head.

I would rather listen to others talk about their lives than talking about mine.

It is a defense mechanism. I don't want to get hurt.I am indecisive.

I am easygoing, i just go with the flow and rarely impulsive.

I sometimes have this feeling that everybody hates me... no reason!.

OMG, I am so shocked that I'm writing this... but WTF!!!

I am a teenager who behaves like one or a little older(haha)!.

I love all my friends equally. Oh! I forgot, I could be a pain in the neck.

I like the Spanish , British and Yorubas.


I am, hmmm , what's my name . I am me!