Dear Soul Mate
I'll try to make this as formal as possible... and I guess I'll call you "Soul Mate" for now.
You do not know me and I do not know you. I, however, have wasted much of my life waiting for you. Every book I read, every music I heard, every film I have watched, confirmed your existence to me. I therefore, waited. Sometimes, I waited patiently and sometimes I did not.
On the days when I was impatient, I met girls who I thought was you. I would be ecstatic that I had found you at last and would quickly settle into a web of deceptive dreams that many times, would have suffocated me. However, I am happy to say, that more often than not, the patient days would arrive and I would quickly see that I had woven around me, a suffocating web. I would then realize that the girl in my web was not you and painfully but pedantically, extract myself.
I wish these extractions took only days but I am afraid to say, on one occasion, it took years. I used to wonder if in your search for me, you have also entangled yourself in webs of broken dreams? I wonder, if you are even still searching, or did you give up a long time ago? I wonder, do you know, I am still looking for you? I used to think we could be like so alike, me and you against the world, you know. The years have gone by and you are still not here. Many times I have almost settled for less. Like I said, on my impatient days.
I am sure you are wondering why I am writing this letter to you...
I wonder as well, seeing that you may never read this blog and even if you do, you might dismiss this letter as the rantings of a lunatic, which would be a shame.
I am writing this letter to you I suppose, to inform you that I have now gone beyond those days of impatience. You might think this is a good thing but I have also moved beyond my days of patience...
I am writing to tell you that I am beyond you.
It has been a long time coming and you must admit, that this is all your fault. You are never at the right place at the wrong time or vice versa. You are simply never any where.
It hurts to tell you this but I think, there can only be one Romeo and Juliet in the world.
It is therefore with great sadness, soul-mate, that I inform you that I no longer wish to be your soul mate. I relinquish my stake in our partnership and you are now free to search for another.
Henceforth, I wish to be known as the man who lived life on his own, like the man who can't be moved.
I think I am only doing this because of the situation, but I am not yet sure about that yet though.
I might be on a Celibacy thingy for like ever.... also not sure bout that, buh,
I know you will understand, if you ever see this.
Yours sincerely,
Cy!
P.S: If you ever see me on the street, walk on by...
chating with an old friend- itz rocks#
esp. when u both have so much in compare
begin 2 wonder how come she became "anOldFrnd"??
tuface video- kinda good
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l23Mt-ezTww&feature=related
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage= i donno... is malt a beverage?
2. last phone call= Flasher
3. last text message= Yayo.
4. last song you listened to= Billionaire > Travie McCoy
5. last time you cried= Can't remember, i guess last 10yrs or so
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice= haha! ask me if i've ever really dated @all
7. been cheated on= ???
8. kissed someone & regretted it= Yessss kinda' tasted lyk "peanut butter"
9. lost someone special= Yeah, alot...
10. been depressed= few tyms!
11. been drunk and threw up= Can u get drunk on H20???
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Blue, oh! just check out d sky!
13. Black n White
14. Blue, yeah i know
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend = I donno
16. Fallen out of love= Naaaahhhh
17. Laughed until you cried= hahhahahahhhahahahahahahahahasobhasobhaasobsobsobsobsobsobsobsob*
18. Met someone who changed you= 'umm.... not really!
19. Found out who your true friends were= Do i have any?
20. Found out someone was talking about you= haha Busted!!!
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life= abt none!!! okay lets approx.--198.75 lol!
23. How many kids do you want to have= huh? imma dude, i cnt have kids???
24. Do you have any pets= Loads of 'em
25. Do you want to change your name= Do you?
26. What did you do for your last birthday= Indoors thru-out
27. What time did you wake up today = 11:35am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = bloggin' <3
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for= being a "workin-class" bachelor
30. Last time you saw your Mother= 1-2-3seconds ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? = This questions...lol
32. What are you listening to right now = What or who?
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? = What kinda dumb questionn is this?
34. What's getting on your nerves right now= My blood!
35. Most visited webpage= blogger, twitter, facebook, google,
36. Whats your real name = Ask my parents
37. Nicknames= Do you have any for me
38. Relationship Status = Celibacy!!! lol!
39. Zodiac sign = Picses
40. Male or female? = Male
41. Elementary? = some sch in las gidi
42. Middle School = School for the Gifted
43. Highschool/College = Same as 42
44. Hair colour = I can't see it
45. Long or short = What?
46. Height = 5 ft something
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = jeez! love ain't real- Aids is!
48: What do you like about yourself? = Alot
49. Piercings= No! not my thing
50. Tattoos = none
51. Righty or lefty= Right
FIRSTS :
52. First injury = i donno
53. First piercing= i donno
54. First best friend= i donno
55. First sport you joined = i donno
56. First vacation= i donno
58. First pair of trainers = i donno
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating = how did you know
60. Drinking = nope
61. I'm about to = finish this...
62. Listening to = nothing
63. Waiting on= ??? what does that even mean?
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?= Yep!
65. Get Married?= Till then
66. Career?= as log as i'm Rich and Famous
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes= both!
68. Hugs or kisses= non!
69. Shorter or taller= Slim
70. Older or Younger = huh?
71. Romantic or spontaneous = ???
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = doesn't make sense
73. Sensitive or loud = non!
74. Hook-up or relationship = i donno
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = ???
HAVE YOU EVER :
77. Drank hard liquor= Y?
78. Lost glasses/contacts = dO i sound blind??
80. Broken someone's heart = well, it's not something i'm proud of...
81. Had your own heart broken = ehn!!! not in this life
82. Been arrested = for what?
83. Turned someone down = lots.
84. Cried when someone died = nope!
85. Fallen for a friend? = how?
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = do I?
87. Miracles= it's kinda possible
88. Love at first sight? = nope!
89. Heaven= yeah! duh
90. Santa Claus = 'til last xmass
92. Angels= Angels???
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time= How do they do it?
95. Did you sing today? = i fink so. do-re-mi-fa-so-la-ti-do. lol!
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?= you don't want to know...
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it= last year??
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?= does it exist??
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = yeah! but i added a lil sumtin...
ROTFLM@O!!! saw this and thought i'd share it with you guys
WHEN HELL FREEZES OVER!
The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington
chemistry mid-term. The answer was so "profound" that the professor shared
it with colleagues, which is why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as
well...
Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or
endothermic(absorbs
heat)?
Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law,
(gas cools off when it expands and heats up when it is compressed) or some
variant. One student, however, wrote the following:
First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need
to know the rate that souls are moving into Hell and the rate they are
leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it
will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving.
As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different
religions that exist in the world today. Some of these religions state that
if you are not a member of their religion, you will go to Hell. Since there
is more than one of these religions and since people do not belong to more
than one religion, we can project that all souls go to Hell.
With birth and death rates as they are, we can expect the number of souls in
Hell to increase exponentially. Now, we look at the rate of change of the
volume in Hell because Boyle's Law states that in order for the temperature
and pressure in Hell to stay the same, the volume of Hell has to expand as
souls are added. This gives two possibilities:
1. If Hell is expanding at a slower rate than the rate at which souls
enter
Hell, then the temperature and pressure in Hell will increase until all
Hell breaks loose.
2. Of course, if Hell is expanding at a rate faster than the increase of
souls in Hell, then the temperature and pressure will drop until Hell
freezes over.
So which is it? If we accept the postulate given to me by Ms. Teresa
Banyan
during my Freshman year, "...that it will be a cold day in Hell before
I sleep with you", and take into account the fact that I still have not
succeeded in having sexual relations with her, then, #2 cannot be true,
and thus I am sure that Hell is exothermic and will not freeze.
THE STUDENT RECEIVED THE ONLY "A" GIVEN.
gotta go, be good
Cy!
-MedicineGirl *Magnito
-AllTheRightMoves *One Republic
...however you want it to be.
Nothing to write today...
Yeah, I'll be going back to school by the-day-after-tomorow.
I'll really miss you *sobs*.
I got my Math result today-twas a B+. I expected more, but I guess I'm still okay with that.
Besides, I was the highest in the Class, again.
I've been listenin to "Maga No Need Pay" by Kemi Adetiba and
"I need you" by Lady Antebellum...on repeat. lol!
Gotta go, be good
Cy!
I can't write any thing today. I'm so tired.
k! i still love Nigeria...
yeah! 14th is near, I don't have a girl yet.
Call me-+234703496547_
I'm listening to lagos party remix- Banky w ft. some people... lol!
gotta go, be good
Cy!
go gotta, be good
Cy!
Lesson 1)
There are no random acts in life. We are all connected.
You can no more separate one life from the other
than you can separate a breeze from the wind.
Fairness does not govern life and death.
If it did, no good person would ever die young.
Strangers are just family you have yet to come to know.
There is more than one perspective to every event that takes place in this world.
Lesson 5)
In the end. Everything is forgiven.
gotta go, be good.
Cy!
This is a journal which contains scenes with sex, nudity,violence and strong language and is NOT suitable for readers below the age of 18.
Viewers discretion is advised.
lmf@o!!!
gotta go, be good!
Cy!
You know you've been to a hardcore boarding school if:
1. You know corporal punishments such as pick pin, catch your ears, and agama agama.
2. You know the term "soak and travel"
3. You have ever used alum to purify your water
4. You have ever had to fetch water using a guga from a duck infested well
5. You have ever eaten weird combinations of food such as Garri and Milo, or cabin biscuit in soaked garri
6. You have ever taken a bath with detergent, or know someone who did
7. You had a matron who can't speak English
8. You had a seemingly fragile matron who suddenly became agile when it was time to chase you and flog you
9. You have spent hours clearing grass with a blunt hoe, cutlass, or machete
10. You are very familiar with "langa langa"
11. You have had to catch the specimen for your biology lab dissection
12. You have been at the receiving end of a "koboko" (including the horrible 3 headed ones)
13. You have been flogged with a variety of objects, including but not limited to rulers, spoons, mop handle...
14. You have been taught English by a teacher who can barely speak the language
15. You know what the term "rub and shine" means
16. You have ever cooked rice or spaghetti with a boiling ring
17. You had taps that didn't produce water
18. You had restrooms in your classroom buildings, but still had to go to your dorm to use a restroom
19. You ever slept on a bunk bed with sagging springs
20. You have ever joined an angry mob of people to administer "jungle justice"
21. You had a 'school mother' who had more than 5 other school daughters and used all of you as her source of provisions and pocket money
22. You had teacher/teachers who raced you to class just so they could get there before you and punish you for coming in after them
23. You were scared of going into the locker room alone for fear of encountering huge 'mutant' rats
24. You have ever had your provisions 'nibbled on' by rats
25. You've been flogged or punished not because you were wrong, but just because the person felt like punishing you
26. You've ever had a chemistry lesson taught in pidgin English or some other vernacular
27. You've eaten "diluted" egusi soup...just because the dining prefect took half of the real food for him and his friends
28. You've spent extended amounts of time under a senior's bed (with sagging springs for that matter...)
29. You've randomly woken up and started running with masses of people, without knowing the cause of the group flight
30. You've had a vice principal scale your dorm fence under the pretext of "restoring order" (the mug ambo experience...
31. You ever ate indomie soaked in cold water
32. You ever water by putting your mouth over a bucket of water which is used to mop and bath as well
33. You have accidentally soaked ur last cornflakes or garri wit dettol water without knowing it coz u don’t even know da source of da water
34. You and your fellow students are supposed to be d ones to fill their teachers’ drums with water
35. Did you say u have to use da rest room in ur dorm? gal- its da rest room outside ur dorm! da 1 in da class n da dorm r all functionless...
36. You are familiar with terms like "German Stone"
37. You were always wishing you never got called to the courtyard
38. You ever found comfort in a bush rather than a rest room
39. You ran marathons with your teachers
40. You hid in lockers; bush or dark spots (dodging)
41. You or someone you know drank green water.
42. You went into town for bathing water
43. You have woken up to find your feet a chewed by rats
44. You or someone you know went into ceilings like criminals
46. You had to be flogged in order to complete ur injections at the clinic.
47. You had to go to the kitchen to boil water very early in the morning in winter (sorry, hamattan) so as to escape the threatening morning cold
48. You or people you knew urinated in water just to make sure u punish ur teachers who sent you (I never did that oh!)
49. You had to enter the library ceiling just to catch pigeons for the library attendants (watch out for full story).
50. You hid in Mr. Jiwa's house or to fall ill, just to dodge inspection.
51. You have been flogged just for flogging a wall.
52. You have been taught by great teachers like uncle Keni
53. You have been scared with "fire in the hostel" only to discover it was April fool's day
54. You have chested all the strokes meted on u only to be allocated extra
55. You have, in Js1, lost ur bucket and searched the whole hostel till u found it after a week or two.
56. You have, although no taps are running, fetched water for a particular senior consecutively for a full week.
57. You have walked kilometers out of school to get water, only to find out that the water u fetched is to be used by the dining hall to ensure u had dinner at 9:30pm (the younger ones won’t know this).
58. You know how important a visiting day is.
59. You can sing the song:
“it’s time to do para
its time to do para
for the senior students and the junior students
its time to do para. para! “
60. You have sketched the whole school in a map just to choose hiding spots from wicked seniors
61. You have slept in class coz u know what "all the boys move to the courtyard” meant for that night
62. You have scrubbed and mopped the veranda until you saw the reflection of ur face on the veranda
63. You jumped for joy when u discovered u made 60% on the dot. (a rare miracle).
64. You once in a while parasited for fried yam and rice at Mr. Deri's wife's joint.
65. You enjoyed eating in Mrs. Onoja's joint because her food was more that Mr. deri's.
66. You were made to settle an unofficial fee as u didn’t bring implements.
67. Your bag had been searched on resumption to ensure that there were no forbidden goods.
68. You had been suspended because you were seen in a dark corner (lover boys and lover girls).
69. You jogged as early as 6am in the morning (just when u are getting the sweetest part of ur sleep) just because mugambo said so.
70. You have at one time or the other enjoyed what is known as cross country; only for u to be reminded that the next agenda was Inspection. we all hated inspection.
71. You have( personal experience), alongside with ur friends cleared the school's football field just because u flashed Mr. Suleiman (that agric teacher who smokes his life out) popularly called "sulux" a touch light by mistake( full story coming soon).
72. You have washed your hands without water(Mr. Elisha's favourite)...(u wash ur hands without water while reacting to the pains inflicted on u by a koboko as u are flogged with ur two hands(palms) in a receiving position)...
73. You are called daughters of jezebel by a (man who is himself worse off) just for dancing to entertain a lot of seemingly bored students.
74. You have been told to contribute money you do not know anything about
75. You have been asked to contribute food for a cheeky senior
76. You have been refused entry into the dinning coz u are five minutes late
77.You have been asked to eat a very hot plate of eba within 10 seconds
78.You have been told to unblock a blocked toilet with ur hands
79.You have been dragged out of ur lesson because of someone’s offence
80.You have been punished 4 chatting with ur senior or ur mate which is de opposite sex
81.You’ve been asked to fetch 25 buckets of water just to throw it away
82. You’re familiar with the term "Jan Wiya"
83. You’ve been flogged naked in the bathroom for outlasting the time given to you to bath.
84. You’ve played table tennis on the dining tables.
85. You’ve been sent to study in the dining because there were no lights in the classes
86. You or someone you know has scaled the school fence for unnecessary reasons (running home and thing like that...lol)
87. You’ve ever stolen yams from the teachers’ yam barns...
88. You’ve ever stolen chicken from the teachers
89. You’ve used leftover coal to cook in the middle of the night (in the dinning)
90. You had lovely and crazy social nights (at least b4 Mogambo came)
91. You were flogged for free expression of words like ANDO, NYAH (courtesy John Abutu)
92. You were told to go and fill up a bucket or bowl (with eatables)
93. You slept on mattresses that were stepped on by seniors just coz they are seniors
94. You’ve used torn pieces of mattresses as foams to mop
95. You have eaten Eba with mixture of egusi and okoraw soup.
96. You were made to pay for repairing your desk and chair by the "La Principal". I thought I have seen it all. A STUDENT MADE TO PAY FOR REPAIR SCHOOL FURNITURE. SHOULD BE THE OTHER WAY AROUND BUT THAT'S GIFTED FOR YOU. Seriously, this is true
97. You have slept in the courtyard regardless of whether it's hot or cold
98. You were made to chop lots of grass for returning to school late after a holiday.
99. The BUSH was your way to salvation when you are in trouble eg courtyard days and etc.
100. You were made to bring extra book fill our empty library. This is a wierd one too. A STUDENT BEING FORCED TO CONTRIBUTE A BOOK TO THE LIBRARY.
hey!
Saturdays can be really very boring...I practically did nothing today (ok! xcept, sleepin, eating, listenin to "heaven please" and hmmm yeah, walking...)
k! I walked around the estate this evening to see the new changes i heard of...yeah I was quite impressed, just that i felt like the only human *walkin around.
I noticed the ATM machine was fully installed and workin so I went to try it....It was full touch and I was a lil impressed too. I recharged my phone, checked my balance, and off to go!
I had not taken up to 50 steps and whoa! pwetty is an under-statement, beatiful is a demotion, cute still doesn't fit in, this blonde girl (with another black girl, about the same height and so pWetty too) I saw was ...Gosh!
They were coming my way and I was so lost. I'm not good @ meetin girls by the roadside so I didn't really care. I thought of crossing to the other side but on a second thought I was like WTF!!
So we passed each other without saying a word (was i meant to say anything?). I heard whispers but couldn't geddit and next thing I heard was
"hey!, excuse me please..."
I stopped, carefully turned back, and was dumbfounded...
"Hi! please we are kinda lost, can you direct us to X-4?
Mehn! I can bet i was sweatin already... Sha, i agreed (who wouldn't?, lol). I couldn't explain it so we went together since it was my way so... We walked silently and It was kinda awkward b4 she broke the silence, I think I was stammering but We still talked and When we reached X- roll they said they were good there and thanked me and we xchanged.... names!!! (instead of Numbers, Gosh! i'm so screwed.)
I don't know what I was thinkin then but i l8r realised that I didn't collect numbers even after the "what-I-saw-as-signs". the playin wit phones, the fake call the ebony girl received, and WTF!. they are probably takin me as a capital letter L! right about now.
I came back home, ate dinner, went to my room and listened to my really boring songs playlist I've got!... Some sounded nice, though!
What worse could have happened on a boring Saturday?
I can't also tell anyone I know about this, i guess that's why I'm writing this. I liiike the idea of this whole "hiding spot" stuffs...lol!
Well, go to church 2mao and pray for me, i reeally need them.
Gotta go, be good!
Cy
*Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.
*They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers.
*You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
*Dont google ur answers.
*Make it as interesting and fun as you can.
1. What is your name: Cy
2. A four Letter Word: Code
3. A boy's Name: Cj(cee-jay)... dont look @ me like that, its a name.
4. A girl's Name: Cynthia...I couldn't find any other.
5. An occupation: Cadinal...I can't spell c-a-r-d-i-o-l-o-g-i-s-t. lol
6. A color: color? Cream. Lol!
7. Something you'll wear: Caps...just sayin!
9. A food: cake
10. Something found in the bathroom: Candle
11. A place: Calabar, Cross River
12. A reason for being late: Can't just be early
13. Something you'd shout: Christ!!!
14. A movie title: Christmas Carol
15. Something you drink: Chivita..lol
16. A musical group: Cheetah girls! lmf@o
17. An animal: Cat
18. A type of car: Car?, Cardillac, Camry
19. The title of a song: Can't tell me nothing
20. What is your friend's name; Chris!
I guess you didn't notice the missing Number 8. dumb!!! lol!
I just had to make the list up to twenty...
I've been so tired for no reason throughout today so I just had to write about something... Do 4give me! I stayed indoors all day, today (*sobs* I really need a gf, lm@o!).
Yipee! My mum came back today (did I tell you she travelled on wed?). I still can't get over "heaven please"...Well, I can't even remember what else I did today...
gotta go, be !!!
Cy!
This is it!
Yeah!
Heaven please
see I gotta question,
anybody answer, somebody listen
all i need is permission
a moment of recession
I know that she's resting
But ask if she's missin me
I just need a few seconds (abeg)
all things work for the good are rare
but I can't reconcile that she's gone in my head
and I'll so come to an X Y Z
when I lost energy, she was like fuel
she gave off herself to the label I rule
and I'll wear a crown but I lost my jewel
If death is kind then life is just cruel
I'm not askin for much
just a whisper, if her voice is gone-then a touch
but if not, then tell her that I asked of her
and I love her and I'm always thinking of her
heaven please,
If I only just have one minute to tell her how I feel
Heaven please,
In the moment from this lifetime to have her by my side.
I have been listenin to this song all day, and it still sounds so new. I love rock songs and I like M.I songs... so just imagine the collabo.
I came home from school yesterday from school, and gosh i was way too tired to start my best hobby-blogging. the journey took like forever (though twas jus 2 hrs).
I couldn't earlier though cos I was bored, sleeping and listening to songs. I stayed indoors all day, received only 5 calls and 3 SMS. Mehn I need to be in a relationship.... fast!. whose interested? lmf@o!!!
I'm back home and will be hopefully till feb to go and resume school fully and probably to try to console myself for this semester's workload. Gosh, I browsed through it and menh... its higher that mount Everest...seriously.
Today, Nigeria vs. Ghana. I'm not a sports-person but I had to be patrotic so I watched the match (jus like 4 minutes of it though, lol!). I heard the match ended with a 1:0 against Nigeria. Ooops, too bad, we don't have a chance to win the cup.
Gotta go, Don't Drink and Drive, Take alot of water and be good! Pray for those in Jos and Haiti.
Cy!
P.S.
heaven please- Timi ft. M.I
This is it-my song of the month.
P.SS.
It's like 43 days to my birthday.. so just get all your gift ready b4 then, just sayin!
I try to but I cant. It's funny because I am so introspective.
I'm always thinking, ruminating, analyzing. I drive myself crazy.
I do know that I am a neurotic mess. I have the almost irrational fears.
I am scared that someones going to push me down the tracks while the train is coming.
This fear is not so irrational, I hear psychos do push people off the train platforms.
I am always scared I have cancer or AIDS. Not that I engage in risky behavior o!.
Whenever I try to read suspense novels, you know those ones with a psychopath
killing everyone. I am scared that something like that could happen to me.
I prefer to watch a movie than to read a book. Seriously, its just two hours. haha
BUT I am not only a neurotic mess. I am easy going, fun loving person almost child-like.
However, I am quiet sometimes and somewhat shy.
I am not someone to start a conversation with you because I just don't like talking that much or
I might start gibbering. I'll rather observe and watch people.
This trait has enabled me to become a seasoned gossip. I love gossip, jist whatever you call it.
I don't spread it but I love to hear it. Being an observer,
I know a lot of shit that goes on. No secret is safe when I am around. hahahaha!
ok! except a few. I don't have a lot of favorites because I am always in a gray area.
I am neither there nor here. I always try to stay in the middle. Yes I am quite a freak.
I love to laugh. I have a sister that always makes me laugh. I am with her almost every day,
except in school!. The wildest most dangerous thing i have done in my life is too too....r u ready.. ok! i
don't know yet. Yes i consider living on the edge when i get embarrassed.
I am not really crazy about my parents... Maybe a little too imperfect for my liking.
I think i could easily be clinically depressed if i didnt believe in God. I am impatient, I hate waiting.
I am quite understanding maybe a little too understanding. I love chocolates.
I hate being stressed out . I daydream to escape the boredom of my life.
I love my life, though. Some times i am so happy, sometimes i am so sad.
I am self contained. i rarely say what i am feeling though i might have opinions in my head.
I would rather listen to others talk about their lives than talking about mine.
It is a defense mechanism. I don't want to get hurt.I am indecisive.
I am easygoing, i just go with the flow and rarely impulsive.
I sometimes have this feeling that everybody hates me... no reason!.
OMG, I am so shocked that I'm writing this... but WTF!!!
I am a teenager who behaves like one or a little older(haha)!.
I love all my friends equally. Oh! I forgot, I could be a pain in the neck.
I like the Spanish , British and Yorubas.
I am, hmmm , what's my name . I am me!
